Lost and Found 6 – People Deconstructivism

Deep inside her mind there was a little girl crying for her mother’s love, she was running in a wide green field with a massive mountain range in the background of the landscape, tall pine trees were all over the mountains and the cold perfumed air filled her nose, she was somehow free, but she missed her father’s love, deep inside her mind family was the most important scar she had had.

She was sit in an iron like chair, she was tied with leather straps, needles pierced her skin on her hands and arms, a huge with and bright ring was around her head, Images were projected into her optic nerve.

They were attempting to manipulate her prefrontal cortex and trying to change her unconscious mind set, the images passed one after another very fast, sometimes sounds were linked to them.

She had her eyes closed but her mind was wide opened, as a chemical derivate of LSD was being pumped to her bloodstream, her subconscious was now naked in front of her tellers.

She woke up in a small white room, lying in a small white bed. Her Clothes were in a chair, her belongings were in a wood pedestal, and among them was a black envelope with the red swastika on it.

She did not remember much, but her mind was tired, like a disordered room. Slowly she started breath in a calm way, with a monotonous rhythm, going in and out and repeating the national socialist mantra, constructing herself again, she started from the foundations of the ideology and then the recognition of what she was, her perfect race and her responsibility for being genetically superior, the Wagnerian Song was then chanted with a low voice, and then she started to sing loudly the German empire hymn.

She stood up, and dressed again; she felt still dizzy and had to put one hand in the wall not to fell.

When she finished her mind reconstruction, she looked the envelope again and did it parsimoniously; with delicacy she opened it and extracted the beautiful cream paper that had her destiny written on it.


Lost and Found 5 – The interview

Clara entered in to the light with confidence; she could felt the fear on the remaining candidates, as they had no idea of what was waiting them at the other side of the door.

She was almost blinded all the time as a potent light was upon her eyes all the time, she could not see the ones that start shooting questions to her.

At the beginning the interrogatory was about her technical knowledge, then it when to her ideology and the party and then her family and her personal history, at the end she ended telling them about her first kiss and Garreth; the boy whom which she played mother and father for the first time, her first blood and the way she felt abandoned by her mother when she became a woman and the shadowy figure that her father was. She felt naked in front of god, in front of the light, in front of the party, in front of the Reich, in front of herself.

She knew with perfection the psychological techniques they were applying to her, but her eyes started to cry on shame and regret, she felt useful to her society, she felt every effort she had put on developing herself into a perfect Aryan woman was meaningless.

The truth she knew very well was being shouted on her face. She was a human being, and as a human being she was submitted to her feelings and her mind setting, she was week. Only ideas were immortals and invulnerable, only the party was powerful.

Every man and every woman under the German empire was educated in the same way; every one of them was a very precious asset that had to be molded and prepared to serve the well oiled machine that the Aryan society under Nietzsche’s stream of thought was.

Since the parents submitted they DNA for reproduction approval, when they started the Aryan motherhood program and the music therapy on the fetuses, when they approved or destroy the new born Childs, until they start the child education, they paid much attention and resources to construct healthy  and proud persons to enlarge the glory of the party and their race, they were the perfect incarnation of a dream, the dream of a perfect world, the dream of a pure world, the dream of a clean and happy and prosperous world in which only eagles rule upon nature, the dream of Wagner, and the dream of Henry Ford and the dream of Adolf Hitler, the third Reich, the man that make the dream true.